Hello ♥
Fittingly, it is a Jimpix day today. I am experiencing a mish-mash of feelings to go with the jumble of words in this box.
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Even with alcohol
To loosen my thoughts
They would not be palatable.
(Least of all to me)
They stay ringed
By an electric fence;
It’s been a decade,
But I don’t trust them.
I am such a selfish bugger:
I know you needed out,
That you picked your time precisely –
But my understanding
Gets caught up in my emotions,
And my heart leaps
Through torturous, fiery hoops:
I just really bloody miss you!!
At least I can still bank
On you showing up in my dreams.
And those soft white feathers
Appearing by my feet,
That never fail to spark
Eldest’s existential conversations.
I know you came to visit –
A ‘spy’ on my wedding day –
And, as your gift,
Became ‘Producer of Sunshine’
To make photos bright.
I see you smiling from my mirror
(And your daughters’ faces, too)
I catch your echoes here
So many times per week.
But it’s not leaving like I thought it would.
This ache keeps gnawing…
As I hug people you didn’t meet,
Morph into someone you don’t know.
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October 12th, 2017 at 12:08 pm
She would be very proud of all you are achieving
October 12th, 2017 at 12:47 pm
Thanks Jane, I really hope so X